I have to go to Omaha in June for a wedding. I might take my roommate/bff with me, so I have a sober buddy. It will be really hard not to drink in Omaha.
The cougar from the SMART meetings keeps posting on the Listserv about social things she's doing. Some of them sound pretty fun and I'm tempted to take her up on one of her offers. I don't think I'll be considered prey after I bring up the trans thing.
I need to keep busy at night, I've got to be engaged in things, because boredom is a tool of the devil. (I don't actually believe in the devil.) Also, because I get sad and lonely at night. Boredom+sad+lonely is not a good combination for an abstaining alcoholic. I've rented all the relatively decent movies from Redbox. Maybe there's some sort of volunteering thing I can do at night. Or maybe I should get another job. Or take a dance or boxing class. Start a book club that meets EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I've been fantasizing about my ex and I getting back together. That'd be perfect. I'd be kept busy some nights of the week in the best way possible. I miss her.
:P
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